I am actually writing from my ex's now. Although we are no longer together, we are still friends, and I am personally hoping to work things out between us. I'm not quite sure if he hopes we get back together or not. He leaves for the Army at the end of August, so unfortunately, that doesn't leave us much time to work on fix things. Especially since as of now, he doesn't know how he feels about that. I guess I just have to follow my heart. I love him, and I guess I will keep trying with him until I can't try anymore.
I am not too happy about living back at my grandmother's. There's so many things I dislike about it. I HATE living in Porter, PERIOD. I hate being back in my old room, where my ex lived with me. I HATE living in a trailer. The place is plain depressing, and I can't stand being without Taylor. I love my grandmother, but I am 19, and don't care to live with her. I want my own home, with my family, where I can decorate and live the way I want like I did at the apartment. I PRAY that me and Taylor work this out SOON so I can come back to the apartment. As opposed to the trailer, there's so many things I love about the apartment. We'll see where this goes.
I now work at Pappas Seafood House in Humble, Tx. as a hostess. Other than orientation, today was my 2nd day, and so far, I enjoy it. It's easy, the people are nice, and I work with my best friend, which is definitely a plus!! I CANNOT WAIT until I have some money to spend. I already have a whole list in my head of things I want to buy. :)
I am extremely tired due to the fact I COULD NOT sleep last night. It's so different to sleep in a small bed without the love of your life, in a hot room. :/ I guess now I am off to cook Taylor a surprise dinner and wait for him. Pray for me guys!!
